Two hundred miles away from home.
Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all.

Hopeless love please leave me.
This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.

bye everyone, i'm off to texas tomorrow morning on a one way ticket. in a sense, i'm running away from my life and people and things that hurt me. i don't know when i'll return, but you can text me, don't call. and you can IM my screen name, it forwards the IMs to my phone. i love youuu<3

jessica got her license!

and she's going to the movies tonight.

bye!

SUMMER IS SO CLOSE!

ahhh! two more finals and then it's summer!

 i have volleyball til 5 tomorrow

then i'm going to hayley's to swim and party!

and then i'm gonna fuckin party again on friday!
contact me if you'd like to join me.